So tired

I have not slept in 3 days.
I have tried to sleep, but I just haven't been able to, I just lay there, awake, all night.
The thing in my spare room keeps making noises, banging on the walls and sometimes screaming, I wish she'd just shut up.
He was in my room last night. Sitting in the chair that goes with my desk, having a look. I tried to pretend that I was asleep, act like I hadn't seen him. He was there for four hours.
I haven't eaten much these past days either, I just keep forgetting.
I've been forgetting a lot recently, I was watching a film earlier, but at the end I had forgotten what it was about, I couldn't even tell you what it was called.

I am just so tired.

The situation

I couldn't sleep last night, no real reason, I just wasn't tired.
As a precaution, I am carrying around the house keys with me at all times, for the most part, my friend is kept in the spare room, I bring her food and let her out to use the bathroom a few times a day.
I'm quite sure it was her posing as 'Prothero' as I haven't heard from them since she turned up.

I had a comment on my last entry that led me to shut my friend in the spare room:

Feh, more Hallowed....no cure yet, well...not without a price. I won't discuss that further right now.

Suggestion for the headaches, try Greenlight's remedy. Cold Water, 3 glasses, table salt, lots of it, blue or green food coloring, something made of marble in each glass.

drink quickly, put marble under pillow for 3 days.

might help, might not.

If your friend is really hallowed, you might consider tying a rope around her leg and anchoring it somewhere. Depending on how smart she is now, it might keep her out of trouble, looks like she had problems opening the door, so i'll say its a 50/50 chance.

If you can keep her till the Solstice, I think she'll have a chance to fight it off, but that's so far away. 

I've been able to order groceries and all I need online, I'm very wary about leaving the house, especially after recieving this comment:

V be careful tonight bad shit is going down on our side. 

I'm assuming it means tonight (uk time) as I recieved it at almost 6am this morning.

I've not been getting to sleep until 4-5 am recently, I feel like I'm becoming nocturnal, although seeing as he often turns up at night it's not all bad because at least I'll be awake and on gaurd.

V

Here's an update

A lot of strange stuff has happened in that past few days. . .
I'll have to start a few hours after my friend arrived at my door, she was sleeping when my parents got in (they had been away for a few days) They knew something was wrong with her, but just assumed it was family problems.
Well, it was weird, because she seemed to bring a really uneasy mood to any room she was in, no one wanted to be alone with her, nor did we want to leave her on her own. So, seeing as my grandmother spends several months a year abroad, I suggested that  we call her, so me and my friend can use her flat for a while, except my parents thought it'd be better for my friend and I to stay here, cos it's closer to her family.
So now my parents are in London and I am here, alone.

I woke up this morning because of a loud scream, it didn't sound much like my friend, When I came downstairs (she refused to sleep upstairs, said that it felt too dark up there) she was standing at the front door, trying to open it, it was locked, and she seemed less like herself than she did when she first arrived, she didn't say anything to me, she just stared, and smiled. She reached into her pocket and pulled out the doll she had taken from my room, sat down on the floor and started to play with it.

I tried to contact her parents via mutual friends, to no avail, they're gone.
Right now I am fine, albeit a bit freaked out.
I've been reading blogs of others who have been or still are in a position similar to mine, and have come across the term "Hallowed" a few times...I think it's safe to say that my friend has been hallowed, I think it's safe to assume that whoever or whatever is in my house, is NOT my friend.

I'm not quite sure of what to do, I think for now I shall just have to pretend that I do not know this and try top get her out of the house, away from me.

As ever if you wish to contact me you are free to send an email to me at
V_00@rocketmail.com
I think it will be easier if you want a relatively quick reply as people do not get notified if I reply to their comments here.

V

Remember my friend that went all weird?

they turned up at my door today. . .
She's asleep now on my sofa, she was in such a state. She begged me to hide her, I don't think she really knew what she was saying, she seemed disoriented. She was filthy, so I got her in the shower, she didn't want to get clean though, seemed afraid of the water.
I was waiting for them in the living room, when she came downstairs, I had a hard time acting like everything was normal. She had been into my bedroom and was holding one of my collectible goth dolls tightly and refused tolet go of it...it reminded me of this Prothero that managed to post on my blog and twitter.

I've changed the passwords now, although I don't think that will help, after all they did manage to get on before.

I don't know how long my firend will stay here for, not too long, I hope. I can barely look after myself atm, let alone someone else.

As always feel free to comment me here
or send me an email at: V_00@rocketmail.com
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V

This Prothero Character. . .

I was alerted to this 'Prothero' making apost shortly after they did it, but could not think of what to say. . .I took time away from looking at my email and blog until this evening.
Well in my email inbox
(V_00@rocketmail.com)
I saw that there was a comment, which pointed out what I had realised.
Some time back I explained why I chose the nickname 'V' It is the name of the protagonist from V for Vendetta.
Prothero also appears in this graphic novel.
Prothero collects dolls.
Prothero's dolls end up in an incinerator.
Prothero goes insane.

Maybe they chose that name just to mess with me, perhaps they chose it for a more obscure reason.

When things first started to get bad, I was confident that I stood a chance, now, I'm not so sure, I barely leave the house and, I'm constantly on edge, shaking because I am so scared, perhaps the best thing for me to do is run away, but how can I run when I haven't even got the money for a bus fair!

On the bright side, I haven't had any more phone calls or notes.
I don't know how many of the people who read this have ever had any experience with him before, so I don't know what to make of this relatively new symptom.

Even though I haven't seen him, I can feel him. I tried to go to the corner shop yesterday morning, I got as far as the entrance to the parking lot, I could feel him. Right there, watching me I knew it was him, I don't know how I knew this, I just knew it.
Has anyone else experienced this?
I'm really scared.

V

Hello V

you will read this
eventually

and you will know you cannot win
never

watching you
always

you are alone
forever

You are a toy
for now

Protheros
doll

Dream

I woke up late today...I've been waking up late a lot recently, I'm just so damned tired!
I had a really weird dream, it started seeming like a normal dream of mine, I had gone to a shop and when I went inside all my friends were there. Suddenly the floor dropped open and revealed water, like an ocean inside this shop, but, it wasn't. . .
The surface of the water somehow set alight, everyone else got away safely, but, I couldn't move at all, something began to drag me under, I drowned in a sea of fire.

I only woke up because the dream had scared me so much. I've heard of his victims dreaming about fire and water, but, this is the first time I have.

recent activity. .

no more notes, no more phone calls.
He, The Slender Man, has been getting awful close though. He was in my neighbours garden last night, I saw him as I was closing my bedroom curtains at night and I'm sure that he saw me too. needless to say I did not sleep at all last night.
I'm not feeling so ill anymore, I had a migraine that lasted a week, a really bad one, not even specialist painkillers helped, I was literally shut in my bedroom for the week in the dark, trying to sleep.
I think it was late tuesday night (but it might have been wednesday, all the days whilst I had the migraine seemed to have seeped together :(  ) Well one of those nights I woke up suddenly, and he was the closest he has been for a long time.
This might be just a British thing, but the doors in the house have glass panels at the top, I saw him right outside my door, tentacles out and everything. I think he was tryng to lure me out, I wanted to know that my family and my pets were okay, that he hadn't got to them, but I couldn't leave my room, I'd run straight into him.

I think I underestimated him, he knows me far better than I anticipated, I feel so hopeless...maybe I should have gone to him that night, maybe I should just let him have me and be done with it.

looking into the quote

The other night I got an email from somsoen who wishes to go unnamed, I shall refer to them as "A"
They told me thw quote written on the piece of paper I recieved "The truth shall make you free" is from the bible and from what I understand (I'm not very good with religious texts) it was used whilst talking about Jesus and his disciples and following his teachings and stuff.

What relevance it has to me, I am unsure, I'm sure I will work it out eventually.

V_00@rocketmail.com