Friday 29 October 2010

I received a note...

I woke up kinda late today, there was something sticking through my letter box
This piece of paper
I opened it up and there was a message. I'll have to type what it says here because all the pictures I took came out distorted and cut up.
Across the top it said "The truth shall make you free" there was a picture of what looks like an eye then beneath it, it says "He's watching"

Here is the clearest picture I got

'He's watching' Is the URL of this blog, I don't think it's a coincidence that they chose that phrase, this means he knows.
Does this mean he's like some omnipresent evil that sees everything I do?
perhaps he found my blog some other way (ie. through my friend that now appears to be his puppet).

Thw quote at the top of the page "The truth shall make you free"
I don't know what it means, I know I don't have many readers, but, I need help...please?
help me find out what this means.

V

Thursday 28 October 2010

going out tomorrow

I haven't left the house since the phonecalls started, but tomorrow, I'm going to town.
Hopefully it'll show them that they can't hinder my day to day living.
There's no point fighting if you forget to live.
I might take my small camera out with me, just in case I see anything odd.

I'm still having random bouts of illness, never the same, today my joints have swollen up and it's hard for me to move, I've been very tired too, even though I had a decent nights sleep.

I'm thinking of starting a BlogTV channel, but I don't know, most of my viewers are in America so timing will be a bit of an ass since the dime difference between here and the US varies from 5-10 hours.

I'm so confused right now, I'll put more thought into it when I'm thinking more straight.

V

Tuesday 26 October 2010

been getting more phone calls

Been getting them every day since Friday.
Although no one has spoke since the last one I posted about, they've just been breathing down the phone. It was worse today, they did not give up, the phone rang, I answered, strange breathing, I disconnect the call, the phone again and again and again until I answer it. I tried turning my mobile off, but, then the calls started on the landline.
In the end I turned my mobile back on and let one of the silent calls go on, I just left the phone on my bed, when I returned to it,the call has finished.

I haven't been sleeping well recently, I'm lucky if I get 3 hours sleep each night.
It's midnight now, I'm gonna go off to bed in a few minutes, and try to sleep.

You can contact me at
V_00@rocketmail.com
Or just leave a comment here.

V

Friday 22 October 2010

I got a phone call today

I think it was from my friend who I talked about in my last post. .
She sounded really weird for most of it, like she was really scared and then she'd sound obscenely calm and there were times that it was like she was being forced to say things.
Here's a transcript.
I will mark when she sounded scared in *
when she sounded like she was being forced with -
and when she sounded calm will be typed normally.

My phone rang mid afternoon, I had just got home.
Me:Hello
Her: (breathing)
Me:Hello? Who is this?
Her:*You brought it into my house*
Me:What? Who is this?
Her:*It's* -you know damned well who it is- *it's m-me, don't you recognise my v-voice?*
Me:Oh..God..
Her:(laughter)
Me:If I find out this is some horrible prank...
Her:*Oh God, you brought it into* -He's coming- *My House*
Me:What are you talking about?
Her:-He's coming- *That THING, you gave me to it* -H-He he's here-
Me:Who is there? Tell me!
Her:Don't play dumb, you're smart, he knows you are, strong too, just not. Strong. Enough. You lose, Love. (more laughter)

I put the phone down after that, She must have called from a phonebox, last time I checked it seemed as if her landline had been disconnected amd if she had been using a mobile, the number would have come up on screen.
It seems very likely that The Slender Man has found some use of her. I don't know if she is dead or alive as one of his minions (if you can really call them alive)
I don't know what to do, part of me just wants to run away, but, running away just doesn't feel right. I'm just so afraid right now, and I know letting my fear get to me like this is stupid. She was right, I'm not strong enough.

I really don't want to be alone tonight.

As always you are free to comment or even send me an email at
V_00@rocketmail.com
God! I could do with some sort of distraction tonight.

V

Tuesday 19 October 2010

Starting to get a lot more serious.

I have not heard from on of my friends in a week. There is no explanation for this.
The last thing she said to me was "I'll see you during the week"
She seemed completely normal, and I mean completely normal, there was absolutely nothing strange or out of the norm about her. She wasn't planning on going away either.

I went to her house today,I was knocking forever before thet door was answered, her parents were there, but they really didn't want me there at all, I didn't make it past the front door, they said she wasn't in, This was strange, it was lunchtime on a tuesday, she's always home lunchtime on a tuesday. What was also strange was that all the curtains were closed, and it didn't look like there were any lights on either.

I'm at a loss here, I don't have anyone to talk this over with in person, if I talk this over with anyone I know personally, it could put them in danger. It also means I haven't anyone to bounce ideas off of (trust me, having someone like that helps sort the ridiculous from the possible)
All I can think of is that they wanted to make it seem like no one was home, so they'd get no visitors, but WHY?
Why wouldn't they want visitors? What could have possibly changed so much within a week that made them so hostile towards me? I haven't told any of my friends about my problems with him, with The Slender Man.

I don't understand it, I'm feeling so isolated right now.

Monday 18 October 2010

Some more history

Perhaps you read my first post, perhaps you did not.
well here is a link to it
http://hes-watching.blogspot.com/2010/10/first-post.html

In that post I rambled on about something that happened to me a just over a year ago, something that I believe to have been my first encounter with The Slender Man. I never noticed him again until A friend brough my attention to him earlier this year. That's not to say he had been absent for those months beforehand, I just hadn't noticed him.

This time I shall talk about my first encounter after my friend had formally introduced us. I had gone to the beach and surrounding town to be alone, I had had a rubbish morning. There are a set of steps going towards the sea where I like to sit as it's usually always quiet there. I sat down, and pulled my favourite book out of my bag and began to read, it was like I was in a bubble, my headphones were in, there were no people about, it was just me, my music and my book. I don't know what made me look up, I just had a feeling that there was something infront of me, in the sea. When I looked up I did not see the sea, instead I saw a thick fog. I thought nothing of it and went back to reading.

There was a loud crashing sound, like thunder, but, without the rain or lightening. I looked up and there it came again, The fog seemed thicker and had spread. I decided to go where the fog wasn't as thick, cars often drove down the road that the steps lead from and I didn't want to risk being run over. I went towards the sandy area where there were some climbing frames for children to play on. The fog had become thicker, I couldn't have made my way back to town at all. I fumbled about in the fog to find the climbing frame thing and sat myself down on the first part I found. There was another loud crashing sound, A dark shadow appeared in front of me, it was very large, but lacked definition, it was moving closer. The tentacles became clear first, followed by the rest of him. I was so scared that even when I tried to move my knees buckled and I fell to the ground, he still came closer. He came so close that when the wind blew I felt his suit move with it against my face. He just stood there for a while, I don't know how long, a few minutes maybe. Then he started to move away and the fog dissipated.

I stayed on the ground shaking, I felt too weak and scared to move, but I did move eventually. I got the train back home and locked myself in my room, I kept the curtains closed and curled up on my bed, I stayed there in that state until th enext morning.

I was and still am clueless to his actions on that day, perhaps he just wanted to mess with me, this seems very likely, but when it comes to The Slender Man, you never know.

Sunday 17 October 2010

Saw him last night.

At my front door.
A lot of the people that read my blog are American, I don't think you have many front doors with glass panels over there, do you?
well, my front door has 2 glass panels side by side that come to the middle of the door, it's patterned glass, so the view in is obscured, and where the computer place is, is right opposite.

He was looking through the glass, I saw him, but I don't think he saw me. If you remember my Theory about how he can sense fear, it will make the actions I took seem logical. I sat back in my chair unpaused the episode of house that I was watching, I began to breathe deeply and I relaxed, my heart was racing from the adrenaline, but, in mind, I was calm.

The next time I looked, he had gone, lost interest I suppose.

Let's all assume that my first piece of advice is, Stay calm.
My second little piece of advice is, Everything is relevant.
If you find yourself dealing with The Slender Man, treat everything as if it's relevant to him and your survival, until it's proved otherwise.

Once you have eliminated the impossible, whatever is left, no matter how improbable, that's the real shit.

I guess it seems easier to run for most people than to apply logic to their situation.


V

Saturday 16 October 2010

Finally managed to get a decent night sleep.

11 hours of sleepy goodness.
Had a dream that I was running through a park, away from something, I don't know what.
Yesterday was sort of weird, my cat would not leave me alone, she even lead me upstairs to my room at one point. Seriously, she went to the hallway and stopped, I came to see what she was doing (if she goes someone and you can't hear her, she's making trouble) She looked at me then walked to the stairs and stops, I follow her again, she goes upstairs, I keep following until I'm in my room, and she jumps on my bed and goes to sleep.

So, I'm thinking, there was either something downstairs that had her scared or there was something upstairs that had her too scared to go up there alone. She never acts like that unless she's scared, she acted the same way for weeks after she was out and didn't return before the Fireworks started. She gets scared easily by loud noises, but there were none.

She spends a lot of time at the field behind my house, perhaps she saw something there, something that scared her bad, and when she's scared she doesn't like being alone, she usually attaches herself to me when she's that scared, She's acting normal today, but, I'm still worried. Perhaps she saw him, perhaps she saw The Slender Man.

Thursday 14 October 2010

Sleep

My sleeping pattern is getting increasingly screwed up.
I really have to force myself to sleep if I try to sleep before 3am, it's not uncommon for me to be still awake at 5am, and I'm usually awake by 8. It sucks, it means I'm pretty much constantly tired.

I lost some time today, not much, maybe half an hour. I had put on an episode of House, I rememeber the first 10 minutes or so, then nothing until the ending credits. I probably just fell asleep. My new glasses have pretty much fixed my migraine, it'd probably go completely if I managed to get a decent nights sleep!

I woke up still tired today, not rested in the slightest, but I didn't have any dreams or nightmares, I see this as a good thing, I'm not good at waking myself up from scary dreams.

I've been forgetting things a lot today, like to go out and buy stamps and an envelope *head meet desk* and lots of littles things like where I left my phone and what way the heater dial goes. My throat is still sore, but it hasn't developed into a cough, I suppose that's a good thing, means my white blood cells are doing there job and fighting the infection.

It's getting colder here, of course it is, it's October, in England. It'll start getting misty too, don't usually get thick fog where I live. I hope it doesn't become a 6 month winter again (we had snow until MARCH this year) snow will trap me in this town, British public transport fails when it snows, and no one really likes to drive as theres always a shortage of road salt. . . *le sigh*

Wednesday 13 October 2010

Michiru, I was wondering when I'd meet you

Michiru is now following my twitter
www.twitter.com/operatorV
she has yet to cause any trouble.
I have also decided to follow her, in the hope that I may be able to learn a thing or two.

So on to something completely unrelated, you may be wondering why I choose to go by 'V'
V is what the main character from my favourite graphic novel (V for vendetta) calls himself, he belives in freedom and the truth.
'Vi veri veniversum vivus vici'
'By the power of truth, I, while living, have conqured the universe'
V stands for freedom, that is why I call myself V.
Freedom is something I yearn for, I do my best to be free of The Slender Man and the fear he causes.

I have a theory

About The Slender Man. . .

We know that The Slender Man is faceless, that is a universally accepted fact.
So, how does he see, taste or smell. Perhaps it is as we do but via another route. Use this as an example, you take a picture of something you see, it is exactly what you see at the time, yes? you show it to a friend so they have seen exactly what you did, via another route.

I don't think that cleared it up any better, but, lets just assume The Slender Man can see,smell and taste the same things that we do. But, he is NOT like us. What I think is, The Slender Man has another sense, one that we do not have, he can feel fear, especially fear of himself. You see, Since I had that dream I've spent time with friends, been happy, been distracted and I haven't seen him at all.

I'm not saying that not fearing him is a get out of jail free card, because, he's not stupid, if he sees you walking down the street, he'll know it's you whether you fear him or not. But say, for instance that you are part of a crowd or in a locked room, how does he know that you're there? He feels you, he feels you because you fear him.

Of course this all could be a game of his, he likes to play games, he likes to make you believe things, but I don't think this is one of his games.

The human mind is a remarkable thing of great power, capable of great feats. My mind has been clear of all fear for a few days, and he hasn't been about, if I keep it clear, he won't be able to find me so easily.

Monday 11 October 2010

I'm getting ill

Or at least I think I am.
For the past month or 2 I've been getting migraines, well they could have been just because I need new glasses (which I now have and the new prescription is sending my depth perception way outta whack!)
Well I woke up this morning with a very sore throat, a cough like bug has been going around, so it's probably nothing to worry about. I have also had a bit of a temperature today, it could be the weather it's unusually hot today especially for October in England!

I hope I'm feeling rough because of these factors and not because of anything else. I couldn't bare it if I had mono again (I had it from last November until mid February this year, no jokes.) I guess I'll just have to wait and see.


Anyhoo, I got my new glasses today, and I remembered why I put off getting them for so long. New Prescription for the lenses really fucks with your vision at first, lines don't seem straight, my depth perception is non existant, I seriously walked home looking like a member of the ministry of silly walks.

Last night I popped by the ustream channel of thestoppinglights, a friend had directed me to her blog around the time that I started mine, there was talk of 'Michiru' who I haven't yet had any dealings with but have seen her own blog and comments she has posted around the web. She definitely seems a bit dodgy to me.

I'm actually kinda hungry now, it's half 1, well almost, here and I only had a small breakfast this morning, but, I'm having Curry for dinner later so it's all good!

In case you were wondering, I haven't seen The Slender Man since I had that dream a few days ago, I wonder why.

As always feel free to comment or email me at V_00@rocketmail.com.
I'll always reply as best as I can.

V

Saturday 9 October 2010

Town today

Went into town today and met with some friends I hadn't seen in a looong time.
It was nice to be able to forget about The Slender Man for a bit and just enjoy the company of friends, I'm a bit tired now, but a lot more relaxed than I have been in a long time. It started to get dark so I phoned home for a lift, didn't feel like taking the bus.

People get so caught up when The Slender Man is after them they forget about the simple things, like just hanging around. I guess some people aren't as lucky as I and can find him everywhere they go, I didn't see him at all today, maybe I wasn't paying close enough attention, but I'm quite happy right now, so I don't care quite as much as I should.

The Slender Man has a great ability to spread fear and unhappiness, I guess what I'm trying to say is, even if The Slender Man is following you, it is still possible to be happy some of the time.

Friday 8 October 2010

Disturbing dream

It is quarter to 9 right now as I start writing, thats just about 4 hours earlier than I usually wake up, but, I want to write this dream down before I forget it completely.


There is a residents parking lot/garages behind my house and some fields behind that, you can clearly see both from my bedroom window, my dream started with me standing in one of the fields at night, alone. I was not afraid. Then The Slender Man goes and turns up. The dream is really disjointed it cuts between movements quickly and seemingly randomly, like blinking only less fluid. I see him by the tree at the edge of the field first, and I am still not afarid theres a blink(thats what I'm gonna call the sudden cuts in the dream) and he's right in front of me. It was like I had an extra sense, A 'slender sense' Because I understood him. He spoke to me, well not speak, he doesn't have a mouth so he can't speak, but I knew what he was 'saying' anyway. He asked me to give him some victims, straight away I give him the name and describe the appearances of some people who I don't like. It was like dream me actually wanted to help him! There's another blink and he's touching my face. Blink again, he's angry, the victim from my list that he chose is nowhere near scared enough. Another blink, Im crying now, in a lot of pain. I almost fall to the ground, but I stop myself by grabbing onto him, this amuses him and he rests his hand on the back of my head like I'm some sort of pet. One last blink and I'm alone in the field again.

I woke up because my cat was on the conservatory roof, trying desperately to get into my room via my window, she was making a lot of noise, I let her in then go to pee, there was a huge ass spider in the bath, I get it down the drain with boiling water before peeing, I hate spiders. It made me realise thatI haven't had one in my room for about 10 months (touch wood) this is strange, I used to have  a few every couple of weeks, big ones too *shudders*

Silly isn't it? I have The Slender Man to deal with and it's the spider in my bath that left me shaky and fearful!

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So, I went to the field from my dream at about 4pm today, just to check that everything was normal, it was. I think I overreacted from that dream a bit, and then the spider really put me on edge (yes, I am that bad with spiders!) The dream was odd and quite disturbing, but it was just a dream, there is no way that I'd ever help The Slender Man, part of the reason I made this blog was to help others who he is following!

V_00@rocketmail.com
my email inbox is always open.

I also now have a twitter
http://twitter.com/operatorV

V

Wednesday 6 October 2010

First post

It's safe to assume that this whole mess started a few months ago when my firend first introduced me to 'The Slender Man' I'm not gonna lie, it did freak me out, but it was fake, right? It had to be fake. That was my first mistake, never assume the Slender Man to be fake. Never. It just makes it all the worse when you find out he's real. I read a blog a while ago (I forget what it's called, butt if you recognise it please tell me) which said that The Slender Man had been thought into reality, enough people believed in him to make him real, this freaked me out, for the first time I believed that there was a chance of him being real, but what scared me more was how familiar he seemed.

Let me explain, you know when you turn on the TV and you see a cartoon from your childhood that you had forgotten all about, then as you watch it you begin to remember, that cartoon just feel familiar, you get me? The Slender Man just felt familiar to me, like he was something I had known for years but had forgotten all about. I was sure that I had never heard of The Slender Man before, but if I were to believe all I heard about him he definitely had the power to make one forget.

It is universally accepted that The Slender Man has effects on those that he follows, some get ill, others lose time and black out, when I learnt this I thought back to something that hadn't crossed my mind since it's happening, just over a year ago, I had put it down to tiredness at the time.

I had been sitting on my bed at the time, watching TV, a normal thing for a teenaged girl to do late at night, well the next thing I know is my mind is completely blank, no thoughts at all, I was just there, staring at the wall. I was barely aware of my surroundings, but there was still some awareness. I couldn't move, not even my eyeballs, but the more I think on that moment, the more I can swear I saw something tall and dark move in the peripharalls of my vision, I didn't make anything of it at the time, how could I? I had no thoughts. I'd estimate that I was like that for about 45 minutes before any thought passed through my mind, at the time I put it down to tiredness and went to sleep. Now it seems that perhaps The Slender Man tried to take me or do something to me, and whatever he had tried to do had failed.

I'm damned sure that The Slender Man wouldn't want one of his victims even slightly awake when he carries out whatever it is that he actually does. Perhaps one might assume that that night was when this whole mess started, it's safe to say that I have been far more prone to illness since then, but, I have not blacked out again since, not really.

Now, I'm not one for themed blogs as such, but, seeing as there are so many out there about The Slender Man I thought I'd add mine to the pile, I want to know what he was trying to do to me that night and why it appeared to have failed, if these otehr blogs are to be believed I should have been well done for within a month or so of that night and here I am more than a year later, I think it's safe to assume that he failed that night.

If you wish to contact me feel free to leave a comment or drop me an email at
V_00@rocketmail.com